Sunday, November 8, 2015
Saturday, October 24, 2015
Who the fuck am I ?
Waiting to be filled up,
I am an empty cup.
Could be a story later,
I am a blank paper.
Destiny has gone on a date,
I am a clean slate.
An image with a purpose,
I am a fresh canvas.
Wanted to be everything,
I am nothing.
Used to be a special somebody,
I am Nobody.
Don't have what it takes to be a hero,
I am zero.
I am an empty cup.
Could be a story later,
I am a blank paper.
Destiny has gone on a date,
I am a clean slate.
An image with a purpose,
I am a fresh canvas.
Wanted to be everything,
I am nothing.
Used to be a special somebody,
I am Nobody.
Don't have what it takes to be a hero,
I am zero.
Sunday, June 14, 2015
Strife Within
Words running
in my head
faster than
I can catch
Fire burning
in my heart
not even
a thousand suns
can match
What is
this madness
that has
taken over
I have
no control
whatsoever
Incomplete promises
made to the soul
remind me
again and again
What this is
Where i am
Adding to
the pain
Stuck in
a loop
of heart break
and misery
I don't want
to break free
With no hope
to have what i
want and need
I know not
how to
beg and plead
Uncertainty
certainly has
its role to play
Fear looming over
as i stroll along
these lanes
so chaotic
and confusing
Chasing an
endless rainbow
Wasting my time
on some
stupid fantasy
My actions now
will create
what the
future holds
To have
what i wish,
it all comes
down to me
I'm both
in fear
and love
Trying to
find the centre
of my being
Raising up
what's below
pulling down
what's above
in my head
faster than
I can catch
Fire burning
in my heart
not even
a thousand suns
can match
What is
this madness
that has
taken over
I have
no control
whatsoever
Incomplete promises
made to the soul
remind me
again and again
What this is
Where i am
Adding to
the pain
Stuck in
a loop
of heart break
and misery
I don't want
to break free
With no hope
to have what i
want and need
I know not
how to
beg and plead
Uncertainty
certainly has
its role to play
Fear looming over
as i stroll along
these lanes
so chaotic
and confusing
Chasing an
endless rainbow
Wasting my time
on some
stupid fantasy
My actions now
will create
what the
future holds
To have
what i wish,
it all comes
down to me
I'm both
in fear
and love
Trying to
find the centre
of my being
Raising up
what's below
pulling down
what's above
Tuesday, March 17, 2015
Future Perfect Tense
I'm going to cleanse my soul, so i start with my thoughts
I'm going to put it all out there, risk all i got
I'm going to pull down the sky, raise up the earth.
I'm going to make all the suits play in the dirt
I'm going to spread out my word, till the end of time
I'm going to go on a date with destiny, have what's mine
I'm going to stand by my word, keep your trust
I'm going to focus my love, not give into lust
I'm going to peek into my own self, fix what's wrong
I'm going to wait for you, even if it takes too long
I'm going to work on my weaknesses, build up my strengths
I'm going to go far distances, covering great lengths
I'm going to find out what chances does true love have in this world.
I'm going to put it all out there, risk all i got
I'm going to pull down the sky, raise up the earth.
I'm going to make all the suits play in the dirt
I'm going to spread out my word, till the end of time
I'm going to go on a date with destiny, have what's mine
I'm going to stand by my word, keep your trust
I'm going to focus my love, not give into lust
I'm going to peek into my own self, fix what's wrong
I'm going to wait for you, even if it takes too long
I'm going to work on my weaknesses, build up my strengths
I'm going to go far distances, covering great lengths
I'm going to find out what chances does true love have in this world.
Tuesday, February 3, 2015
Closer to Zero
Your words,
like sharp knives,
cut through me.
Ripping and
tearing apart
my fragmented identity.
Trapped in
the moment,
enduring your hostility,
awaiting my destiny.
Only to see
later that
you are
the one
saving me.
Keeping me afloat,
high above,
from drowning
in my
own misery.
Filling love
and light
to spaces
that were empty.
Never has
a mirror
reflected myself
so clearly.
It feels like
being dismantled
and assembled
at the same time.
Taking away
what I thought
was mine.
Giving to me
what I know
isn't mine.
Altering my being.
Reorienting my path.
Elevating my soul.
like sharp knives,
cut through me.
Ripping and
tearing apart
my fragmented identity.
Trapped in
the moment,
enduring your hostility,
awaiting my destiny.
Only to see
later that
you are
the one
saving me.
Keeping me afloat,
high above,
from drowning
in my
own misery.
Filling love
and light
to spaces
that were empty.
Never has
a mirror
reflected myself
so clearly.
It feels like
being dismantled
and assembled
at the same time.
Taking away
what I thought
was mine.
Giving to me
what I know
isn't mine.
Altering my being.
Reorienting my path.
Elevating my soul.
Monday, February 2, 2015
Monday, January 19, 2015
Beyond the sands of time
Meet me in the world of the immortal flower,
where later is the same as never.
A place where we will be young forever,
we will always be together.
Meet me in a world where the fire wont burn,
where the spinning wheels don't turn.
A place where the usurers don't earn,
your interest will be my only concern.
Meet me in a world where the sun doesn't rise,
where anxiousness and depression are all lies.
A place beyond the land and the skies,
I will be yours and you will be my prize.
Meet me in the land of the lost
and if our paths had never crossed,
no experience, no memory, no thoughts.
I would die many deaths and find you at any cost.
Meet me in a world where the rivers don't flow,
where there is no difference between fast and slow.
A place of no yesterday, no today, no tomorrow,
hold me in your arms for I have no where else to go.
where later is the same as never.
A place where we will be young forever,
we will always be together.
Meet me in a world where the fire wont burn,
where the spinning wheels don't turn.
A place where the usurers don't earn,
your interest will be my only concern.
Meet me in a world where the sun doesn't rise,
where anxiousness and depression are all lies.
A place beyond the land and the skies,
I will be yours and you will be my prize.
Meet me in the land of the lost
and if our paths had never crossed,
no experience, no memory, no thoughts.
I would die many deaths and find you at any cost.
Meet me in a world where the rivers don't flow,
where there is no difference between fast and slow.
A place of no yesterday, no today, no tomorrow,
hold me in your arms for I have no where else to go.
Thursday, December 18, 2014
The Love Dream
I dream a dream.
So vivid and bright.
A wish, a longing
to hold you tight.
The feeling, the urge
compels with all it's might,
to never let go.
Not knowing, wrong or right.
I feel this feeling
I know not what to do.
If I should voice it
and say that i love you.
Steal you from this world
and runaway to someplace new.
It is just a feeling.
A phase that I'm going through.
How long does a phase last ?
How much more pain must it cast ?
Before I'm free, from what will be,
my past.
So vivid and bright.
A wish, a longing
to hold you tight.
The feeling, the urge
compels with all it's might,
to never let go.
Not knowing, wrong or right.
I feel this feeling
I know not what to do.
If I should voice it
and say that i love you.
Steal you from this world
and runaway to someplace new.
It is just a feeling.
A phase that I'm going through.
How long does a phase last ?
How much more pain must it cast ?
Before I'm free, from what will be,
my past.
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