You should know

You are not talking to me because:

1. I am like a spam caller trying to make a sale
2. Our relationship has gone stale
3. You lost your phone
4. You just want to be alone 
5. I am accident prone
6. You don't love me anymore
7. When I speak you feel bored
8. You don't care
9. You don't dare
10. There's nothing to talk about
11. You might shout
12. You have a doubt
13. You deserve better
14. I didn't write you a letter
15. I broke your trust
16. You want me to call first
17. You found someone else
18. In a dark place my mind dwells
19. I misbehaved with you
20. I can't catch a clue
21. I am very fake
22. We didn't camp by the lake 
23. I like DC and you like marvel
24. I am too much of a rebel
25. I think too much
26. You don't like my touch
27. I broke a few chairs
28. I didn't kiss you on the stairs
29. I am not physically fit
30. I can't go beyond the Aquila rift
31. I am a liar
32. I can't change a flat tyre
33. I didn't write a poem for you
34. I am always singing the blues
35. You have your reasons
36. There are only four seasons
37. You believe I'm not enough
38. With me life might be tough
39. You are looking for true love
40. I don't know what love is
41. I am selfish
42. raisins are called kishmish. (not in english)
43. I hate politics
44. You don't like my gimmicks
45. You didn't watch game of thrones
46. I don't eat chicken bones
47. I ruin things with words
48. You don't have pet birds
49. You like hills and I like beaches
50. I learn more than what life teaches
51. I don't believe in taking revenge
52. I am scared of a needle on a syringe
53. I choose to be the same
54. My excuses are lame
55. I am ignorant of a few facts
56. You make up for what I lack
57. You don't like my voice
58. It is only your choice
59. I lack self control
60. I have sold my soul
61. I make the same mistakes
62. I only eat vegan cakes
63. I am a dead heart
64. I make a lot of art 
65. I am simply a puppet 
66. I play in the shark pitt
67. I have a few mood swings
68. I don't have wings
69. I am broke
70. I smoke
71. I cry when I watch a few good movies
72. I point camera and tell "say cheese"
73. I've watch all the seasons of roadies
74. I don't like small talks
75. I like wearing dreadlocks
76. I don't own a pair of crocs
77. I wear mismatched socks
78. I have survived electric shocks
79. I can escape fort knox
80. I am a living paradox
81. I lack discipline
82. I like the tuna with the blue fin
83. I am my own priority 
84. I have an addictive personality
85. I am lost in my duality
86. I have escaped reality 
87. I am a bit lazy
88. I am a bit crazy 
89. I am not very punctual
90. I am not very practical
91. I am a bit anti social
92. I am a liar
93. I am a thief and a cheater
94. I am a womaniser
95. I am a people pleaser
96. I didn't finish reading waking the tiger
97. Your parents instructed not to
98. Your friends insisted not to
99. An earthworm doesn't have legs
100. To make an omlete you need to break some eggs

I can think of a hundred reasons

and a hundred more

but not truly know.

I wish to change my present reality

can't do that without 

accepting what is completely.

Tell me about the creatures of the deep dark ocean.

Tell me there is a solution.

Tell me there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

Tell me the words of the lullaby for the devil.

I'll listen to what you have to say.

Call me whenever, even everyday.

I'd love to hear from you

and tell you that I hate girls like you

who keep a man hopeful yet confused.

Not you, you're special!