Who the fuck am I ?

Waiting to be filled up,
I am an empty cup.
Could be a story later,
I am a blank paper.
Destiny has gone on a date,
I am a clean slate.
An image with a purpose,
I am a fresh canvas.
Wanted to be everything,
I am nothing.
Used to be a special somebody,
I am Nobody.
Don't have what it takes to be a hero,
I am zero.

Strife Within

Words running
in my head
faster than
I can catch
Fire burning
in my heart
not even
a thousand suns
can match
What is
this madness
that has
taken over
I have
no control
whatsoever
Incomplete promises
made to the soul
remind me
again and again
What this is
Where i am
Adding to
the pain

Stuck in
a loop
of heart break
and misery
I don't want
to break free
With no hope
to have what i
want and need
I know not
how to
beg and plead

Uncertainty
certainly has
its role to play
Fear looming over
as i stroll along
these lanes
so chaotic
and confusing
Chasing an
endless rainbow
Wasting my time
on some
stupid fantasy
My actions now
will create
what the
future holds
To have
what i wish,
it all comes
down to me
I'm both
in fear
and love
Trying to
find the centre
of my being
Raising up
what's below
pulling down
what's above

Future Perfect Tense

I'm going to cleanse my soul, so i start with my thoughts
I'm going to put it all out there, risk all i got
I'm going to pull down the sky, raise up the earth.
I'm going to make all the suits play in the dirt
I'm going to spread out my word, till the end of time
I'm going to go on a date with destiny, have what's mine
I'm going to stand by my word, keep your trust
I'm going to focus my love, not give into lust
I'm going to peek into my own self, fix what's wrong
I'm going to wait for you, even if it takes too long
I'm going to work on my weaknesses, build up my strengths
I'm going to go far distances, covering great lengths

I'm going to find out what chances does true love have in this world.

Closer to Zero

Your words,
like sharp knives,
cut through me.
Ripping and
tearing apart
my fragmented identity.
Trapped in
the moment,
enduring your hostility,
awaiting my destiny.
Only to see
later that
you are
the one
saving me.
Keeping me afloat,
high above,
from drowning
in my
own misery.
Filling love
and light
to spaces
that were empty.
Never has
a mirror
reflected myself
so clearly.
It feels like
being dismantled
and assembled
at the same time.
Taking away
what I thought
was mine.
Giving to me
what I know
isn't mine.
Altering my being.
Reorienting my path.
Elevating my soul.

Beyond the sands of time

Meet me in the world of the immortal flower,
where later is the same as never.
A place where we will be young forever,
we will always be together.

Meet me in a world where the fire wont burn,
where the spinning wheels don't turn.
A place where the usurers don't earn,
your interest will be my only concern.

Meet me in a world where the sun doesn't rise,
where anxiousness and depression are all lies.
A place beyond the land and the skies,
I will be yours and you will be my prize.

Meet me in the land of the lost
and if our paths had never crossed,
no experience, no memory, no thoughts.
I would die many deaths and find you at any cost.

Meet me in a world where the rivers don't flow,
where there is no difference between fast and slow.
A place of no yesterday, no today, no tomorrow,
hold me in your arms for I have no where else to go.

The Love Dream

I dream a dream.
So vivid and bright.
A wish, a longing
to hold you tight.

The feeling, the urge
compels with all it's might,
to never let go.
Not knowing, wrong or right.

I feel this feeling
I know not what to do.
If I should voice it
and say that i love you.

Steal you from this world
and runaway to someplace new.
It is just a feeling.
A phase that I'm going through.

How long does a phase last ?
How much more pain must it cast ?
Before I'm free, from what will be,
my past.

3D Animation and The Mobile Gaming Industry

Here 3D Animation refers to 3D computer graphics, which are created through an elaborate procedure using various computer softwares. These graphics can be programmed into a game. The rise of technology in the recent years has put supercomputers in our pockets, now we can play high performance games on our mobile phones. With the available market size numbering in the billions, the profits and gains the industry holds are huge !

3D Computer Graphics/ Animation:

The creation of these graphics involves Conceptualisation, 3D Modelling, Unwrapping, Texturing, Rigging, Skinning, Animation, Lighting, Rendering, Compositing.

3D modeling – the process of forming a computer model of an object's shape

Layout and animation – the motion and placement of objects within a scene

3D rendering – the computer calculations that, based on light placement, surface types, and other qualities, generate the image

Games can be used not only to entertain but to educate ourselves. Games have been proven to improve mental and cognitive skills. In gaming, first a game is designed. This design includes all the details of the game. This includes the technology used, game art style and the complete gameplay. Sometimes 3D computer graphics are used to create 2D sprites, which are used in making two dimensional games. There are game engines such as Unity, Unreal, etc; which use 3D Graphics directly in the game. Then depending on the type of game. These graphics are programmed to form a game. A user interface is added to navigate through a game. Other features are added to connect it to the social network. It is then tested over and over again till it is functioning properly. The game is then uploaded on the most popular platforms available; such as itunes, google play, windows, etc. Buying the game is not the only way of making money through a game. There are many free games in the market which make money through advertising, in-app purchases and game expansion purchases.

In the past years many mobile gaming and application companies have been established. The best advantage this industry has, is the internet, which has allowed it to capture audiences all over the world. To make the picture clear, there are about 1.75 billion smartphone users in the world today. If you are able to sell your game at 50 rs. to 0.1 % of the total available market you will make a profit of 8,75,00,000 rs.  

In future there will be more supercomputing platforms that will be closer to our lifestyle than a mobile phone. The mobile gaming industry is here to grow.

Parting with Love

She has his heart.
He doesn't know when she took it,
but knows he is not smart

She knows a lot.
Every word he has ever spoken.
Every thought.


There is guilt in his eyes,
pouring out resentment
caused by all the lies.

In silence her heart cries
since he has walked away,
leaving no room for goodbyes.


They will love again,
they will be loved,
but together, never again.

Who will she blame ?
He was the one who
gave her all the pain.


She made him forget the world
but who is going to
help him forget this girl.

He is never going to be whole
trying to rip her out
for she is a part of his soul.


Standing in yesterday's shadow
writing these broken words
his heart feels hollow.

He can't let this fear go
that she is never going to be
a part of his tomorrow.