My Duality

move with the speed of light
stand still
sleep with my eyes open
live with my eyes closed

fight for right
do wrong
preach morals
get real

living life to the fullest
doing nothing at all
lost in my own reality
following the flow of society

try so hard to stay
find it easy to let go
walk forward
move backward

joy in my heart
fear in my mind
smile on my face
tears in my eyes

want to kill and destroy
love the state of peace
lust for the grotesque
look for the finese

taught never to lie
incapable of honesty
share and care
in a competitive system

laugh at others
hate judgement
ask forgiveness
take revenge

lie for joy
live the bitter truth
die to live
live to die

this is not hypocrisy
its more than that
stuck in a duality of my ownself
i desire to be free

- Salman

MEME !!!

defining a passing moment.

this second
 is the only truth
 I find
 in this minute of lies
 in hours of happiness
 and days of sadness
 engulfed
 in weeks of action
and months of laziness
coming from years of relations
and decades of loneliness.

Realms of Reality.

lost , confused
floating around
in space
no purpose
in thought
no time to save
torn by values
shattered by morals
driven by greed
fueled by evil
directionless
we move
we stop
we move
our descence
into a bottomless abyss
we spiral down
not knowing
the end
we proceed
we bleed
we suffer
our needs
that push
us to survive.


if death is an illusion
then so is life
and all it contains.
all the dreams
we see whilst asleep
how are they
any different from the ones
we see whilst awake
we forget one
and think the other is reality
even the mirror
doesn't reflect me
it shows cells formed into tissues
which finally form a human body
not the conciousness
that looks at the mirror
how could i be a body
when i don't control
the aging and growing
my body has a life of it's own
which isn't the same as my life
my life exists in thoughts
dreams, memories.
the realms of my reality
exist in moments of experiences
the ones i remember
and the ones i dont
floating around
lost, confused

- Salman